When One Door Closes

When one door closes, another door opens
but we often look so regretfully upon the closed door,
that we do not see the ones which open before us.
Make it a rule of life never to regret and never to look back.
Regret is an appalling waste of energy.
You can't build on it, it's only for wallowing in.
Life would be infinitly happier
if we could only be born at the age of eighty
and gradually approach eighteen.

Look not mournfully into the past, it comes not back again.
Wisely improve the present, it is thine.
Go forth to meet the shadowy future without fear and with a manly heart.
When we least expect it,
life sets us a challenge to test courage and willingness to change.
At such a moment there is no point in pretending that nothing has happened
or saying we are not ready.
The challenge will not wait.
Life does not look back.
A week is more than enough time for us to decide
whether or not to accept our destiny.




(My Dad's final words of wisdom which he typed but never got to post me
as he was killed on his pushbike at 80 years of age. Hope he is Resting Peacefully)

Rest In Peace Mum and Dad (A Matter of Life and Death)

DEATH
I'm enclosed in an iron maiden, wishing I was somewhere back in time as I'm missing,

- Mum RIP - 11th December 2008 of lung cancer
- Dad RIP - 1st March 2008 died on his bicycle, hit by a car.

LIFE
Thankfully Dad got to see our children just before he left us.

HOPE
Hopefully we remaining, RIP (Rest In Present)
May we be united again. I miss both of our daughters very much .............

God - Everything and Nothing

GOD's division or parts or ALL

• HIDDEN , life, energy, air, wind, electricity, electrons etc.
  
• CHAOS, lack of control ol, order, sense, meaning, purpose etc.
  
• INFINITY, ETERNITY, lack of limits or resistance such as beginning and end etc.
  
• SPACE, water, ocean, abyss. lack of form (formless) etc.
  ,
  What appears as space or nothing, everything appear as visible parts of everything (god) due to HIDDEN shadows which appear BEFORE light. If god is split into only SPACE due to the HIDDEN ?
  

ps. Simple is best or maybe worst depending on your view point etc.. hope this helps someone who is not obsessed over on one particular aspect of the above simple summary towards understanding if you are seeking truth for pure intentions but i cant control or attempt to bring order or control as part of god is chaos. The only way i could but never would/should is attempting to divide god into pieces only. Best wishes from a possible fellow life hacker (playful, relaxed, enjoyable exploration of discovery) like anything can be used for selfish purposes also.
I wonder where scientists, inventors have discovered truth , god or parts thereof ?
Hidden (Energy), Chaos, Infinity, Space sound like words which most of us misunderstand as being being PARTS of the whole when they are ALL together the WHOLE.

Do ALL words have more than one meaning? (Words are symbols).

Real Eyes

"Real Eyes, Realize, Real Lies"

- Machine Head

Love & Hate

LOVE LOVE ?
HATE HATE ?
HATE LOVE ?
LOVE HATE ?

With Every Goodbye

After a while you learn the subtle difference

between holding a hand and chaining a soul...
And you learn that love doesn’t mean leaning
and company doesn’t mean security...
And you begin to learn that kisses aren’t contracts
and presents aren’t promises...

And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up
and your eyes open, with the grace of a man or woman…
not the grief of a child, and learn to build all your roads on to-day because
tomorrow’s ground in too uncertain for plans,
and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight.

After a while, you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much.
You plant your own garden and decorate your own soul.
Instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers…

And you learn that you really can endure…
That you really are strong and you really do have worth..
And you learn… and you learn...
With every goodbye…You learn...

HAPPINESS - 9 TIPS

1. Find a purpose in life.
2. Practice compassion.
3. Look for the good in all situations.
4. Seek inner peace.
5. Let go of abusive people.
6. Smile.
7. Get fit. Look after yourself.
8. Simplify your life.
9. Be accepting of yourself and others.

PS.Thanks Dad for posting me these tips

SYMBOLISM of ELECTRICITY and LIFE

Created for those who:
- Do understand electricity
(Have visualized it in their mind as electricity cannot be seen with physical eyes) to relate it to life .

- Don't understand electricity
(Have not imagined it's workings, you MUST imagine electricity to understand it) to attempt understand electricity by relating it to universal symbols, feelings, emotions, energy, relationships, life, psychology etc.

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RESONANCE - When two opposite reactances XL and XC are equal (XL=XC), Zero Impedance, Minimum Resistance. Frequency dependent.
- Love, Acceptance, Tolerance, Movement, See-Saws. Pendulum (Time simulation)

RESISTANCE - (R) Resistance to flow of electrons
- Friction, Opposition, Resistance to those with Potential Energy waiting for a path through which the energy can flow, Water Taps, Accelerators in cars. etc.
-The Antagonist (resistance) that OPPOSES the protagonist(voltage).
REACTANCE
INDUCTANCE - (XL)
CAPACITIVE - (XC)

CAPACITANCE - Opposes DC, Allows AC to pass.
- Resists/Blocks constant forces but allows changing, cycling, rotating forces to pass.

INDUCTANCE - Opposes AC, Allows DC to pass.
- Resists/Blocks change but allows constant force. Advertising


VOLTAGE - (E) Potential difference.
- Difference in level, rank, position, need, wants or desires

DC = Direct Current - one direction (moving from HI to LO potential or visa-versa )
Eg. - Battery + and -, Must be at DIFFERENT levels + and -.
If two 10000 batteries same potentials are connected + to +. The difference is 0 so no energy results. This may be why difference is necessary in life to produce usable energy. Consumer need etc...

AC = Alternating Current - oscillating, > 0Hz, cycling back and forth, round and round etc.


CURRENT - (I) Number of electrons passing per time period.
- Traffic, Flow

The process of EXCESS electrons BEING SUPPLIED to that which NEEDS the excess electrons.

(The RICH giving EXCESS to those that NEED the excess of the rich)

ENERGY - (P) Watt. P=EI (Voltage x Current), Potential x Flow.
- Freedom of Potential Energy to Flow or be released to move.

E = I x R
Voltage = Flow x Resistance

P = I x E

Power = Flow(Movement) x Potential Energy = Movement x Potential

Potential with no ACTION brings no Results, Power or usable energy.
Movement or Action must occur for Energy to produce Power.

Potential Energy is in everything which has mass
(every physical thing has mass, only no-thing has no mass)
as demonstrated by Albert Einstein and experiments performed.
(E = mc^2)
e = m x (c x c)
energy = mass x (speed x speed)

Does ACTION (movement) of ANYTHING create/use ENERGY ?


(This a collection I'm building on. Please share more if possible)

MATURITY and REALITY ?

For too many maturity means a narrowing into a dull or resigned acceptance of a limited representative self and a disavowal or oblivion of the real self. True love forces no one for love cannot compel and loves service therefore is a thing of perfect freedom. Are we just a collection of mirrors, reflecting what others expect of us? Must we grow if we are to mature? May the Internet continue to be a medium on which peoples true thoughts may be continued to be expressed. Questions answered and questions asked. The recycling or circulation of information. Keep it alive and keep it flowing. Don't let anyone try and make information a limited captivated resource. Information is power or energy which must be shared for that is the force of the universe which leads to maturity. How can a person mature without information from various angles or reflections?. One day when all physical things and programmed thinking are done by machines,what will be left in a person ?
Thoughts in our heads ?
Imagination, Belief, Perception,
FILTRATION of REALITY (limited inputs)
EYES - Visual only
(electromagnetic between infra red and ultra violet of the RF spectrum).

EARS - Audible only (3-20kHz),
((Infra sonics) 0-3 KHz and over 20 KHz (ultra sonics)are missing from our perception

NOSE - Not as good as a dogs nose.

TASTE - Varying perceptions.

FEELING - Small objects cannot be felt, Extreme hold/cold feel same/similar.

All of which are limited by physical distance (space).
How can reality ever be known from inside itself?
Similar to my stomach attempting to percieve myself and it's function from inside myself.

Eternal questions / answers for eternal maturation or is this a dream never able to be fullfilled as I can never percieve reality (everything) if I am part of reality (everything) ???

My thoughts 2000

What is Truth ?

T R U T H

Keep your mind open.
Do not believe or disbelieve.
Always remain alert and search until you
come to the point of "knowingness", of calm certainly.

That's what truth is.

It is not a question of belief or disbelief.
It is a question of knowing.Truth is like love.
It is an experience in one's inner self.

Truth, like love, must be discovered.
Nobody can give it to you in a tidy package.
Truth is a living experience.

Be ever vigil and rigorous and courageous
in seeking to know your own mind.

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Going with the flow

Throughout our lives we have a tendency to become obsessed
by the relentless pursuit of material things,
houses, cars, clothes, furniture, boats, toys and trinkets.

The more we HAVE,
the more we want.

The more we WANT,
the more we get . .

The more we GET,
the more we WEIGH OURSELVES DOWN.

The end result to all this acquisition is that if and when the crunch comes, we suddenly find ourselves buried under a mountain of possessions, most of which we have little or no use for.

A wise old man once said,
"that if we own any more than 100 items in our lives, it is too much."

Ascertain what you really need to survive in this world and get rid of the rest.
Advertise them, have a garage sale, give them to friends or charity.

The more fluid you become, the easier you will be able to move through life.
To circumnavigate the problems.
And to be free.

Hard habit to break however, for a lifelong collector since birth.

WHO AM I ? (Thoughts on thoughts)

WHO AM I ?
(A transcript of the process of thoughts observing thoughts)

I can only think one thought at one time very intently but finding it hard to think
about anything other than that on which I am focusing my attention on intently with.

(Focused ATTENTION)

ME @ 1

Hard to DECIDE upon WHICH thought or distraction on which I MUST FOCUS THIS ATTENTION towards. Where to go in my mind ?
I feel very indecisive so I just DO and think about that upon which I am focusing attention to. The thought switching part of my mind has been very superbly modified in a rather extremely beneficial way and with only minimal effort to decide when the switch to
Time, Priority, Attention to other things outside that which I am doing NOW which is writing these words very attentively.

• Ever stop to think and forget to start again ?
• The ancestor of every action is a thought !
• Achievement is a habit – Cultivate it

Bye for now at 9.33pm
Having a small break at 9.34pm because I spent 1 minute trying to decide what to do next and so I am having another to help me to decide what to do next.
It seems like I maybe becoming more obsessive as I feel I am obsessing over deciding or switching in which attention node on which to focus my attention so I am now writing them down on a piece of paper so I may one day go back to multi-tasking operation versus single-tasking but with more attentive care as I seem to be thinking further and deeper down to the core of the onion skin layers and seem to be entering the core or source of all thoughts.
I love UNDERSTANDING more about THINKING, ATTENTION, FOCUS, MAGNIFICATION or zooming all areas of thought and really observing my thought process. I seem to be in a very meditative mode now.
I seem to be experimenting with my thinking and am really enjoying following observing my thought and writing process.
I seem to be observing my thoughts like someone who is observing and playing a video game.
I understand now for I AM the one who is controlling the body of my other self.
I AM MY HIGHER POWER of my body for I AM THOUGHT and thought is unseen, spiritual and not physical.
From where does thought come?
I am feeling very excited about this discovery.
I must continue on this process of analyzing, observing my own thoughts.
Do I decide upon which thought to think or is this an external process control by another higher power above this which is inside my higher power.
Does my Higher Power have a Higher Power?
Who is the HIGHEST Power of Higher Powers?
I must now really stop writing to myself as my wrist is getting sore from writing letters to myself
here on earth or right where I AM ? Bye For Now.
Best Wishes to Me for Being Me.

I LOVE BEING ABLE TO BE MYSELF without having higher powers controlling my higher power or sometimes I do feel lonely as I have no one real or outside myself to focus on when I am writing thoughts about thoughts down on a piece of paper in this manner.
OUCH ! I must rest. Goodbye again.

It feels like I am writing to a LONG lost best friend of myself which will be with me forever until my physical body wears out and changes when after I discover all I can about while it exists for thought with no external influences is very tiring. Goodbye at 9:48 pm.

9:50pm
I am obsessed with thinking and observing it by writing down my discoveries much in the manner of my true destiny which is to experiment and to discover new things such as this.
I love making new discoveries of myself. Getting to KNOW myself.
I have discovered a new HOBBY which I can practice at ALL TIMES as I can always observe myself and to be aware of this effect.
I think if I can possibly describe this amazing revelation when I go back to rehab please and then to truly know that I do not have to get stoned to be able to be stoned naturally is my most deepest desire.
Please may my desire and utmost wish please my higher power always.
REMIND me please to always be the OBSERVER of MY THOUGHTS to enable me and my Higher Power (God) please as it is helping me to be able to contact as close as possible the Highest Power possible.

To get closest to my highest power or the core, I must contact or know a higher power than myself which is contained inside of my highest power which is my self.

Please understand this please with all my heart and soul and thought.

The absolute FOCUSED, AMPLIFIED POWER possible which is my own thought. Please self may it be directed to that which is most important now is deciding upon WHAT TO FOCUS the very illuminated, focused ATTENTION ?

DECISIONS ?

10:08PM Still trying to phone a friend but still engaged. I may go onto the internet now to make decisions even harder to decide. WIDE ANGLE ZOOMED OUT attention is what I NEED to focus on to be able to survive on this planet which is very hard to do now. I must TALK OUTWARDS to somwone else to focus mt attention on other than my own thoughts. What do I call this process?

I'm eatinga chewie to focus this attention out as I am getting FEARFUL of going TOO FAR into the SOURCE.
I am afraid of gtting too close to the SOURCE. From where is this FEAR ARISING ?
From the world around MY SELF NOW.
Only now but the future is creating FEAR in the future and the past is filled with regret and guilt at times for not deciding to think about something outside my body. I must focus outwards to function. I cannot focus too much attention inwards as my outer world will get me.

BOO HOO very frightening this world in which myself is now by choice of me thinking about if is a fear of losing my physical self. But, if I am not afraid of losing my physical self will I be free?

I am not sure as I have never truly lived without fear driving because FEAR IS WHAT KEEPS MY PHYSICAL BODY ALIVE.

Fear of LOSS / DEATH / DESTRUCTION / PAIN I feal is what is making me a slave to my physical self !

.... STILL TO BE COMPLETED ....

Definition of HACK and LIFE

DEFINITION OF HACK
vi. To interact with a computer in a playful and exploratory rather than goal-directed way.

This is what I do on my computer and in real life most of the time.
Life for me is something to explore in a playful manner.
Now that I know the definition, I can define my computer use and my life both as hacking.

HACK - To Play and Explore.

This is how I also LIVE LIFE.

To interact with LIFE in a PLAYFUL and EXPLORATORY way
rather than a goal-directed way.

To discover, explore, create and experience what can be.
Lot's of inventions, discoveries and hacks were discovered this way.
We where born this way as a child, this is how I lived.
Then we feel the need for control and power and so get distracted.
Living in our own Inner, Imaginary, Symbolic worlds
and not seeing what can be experienced.

How do you see the world ?

Micro-$oft is Mega-Hard !!

I'm now using LINUX permanently !!...
No more $$ for hidden secrets for what should be shared.
Thank you all. It's now over a year and the linux love is growing still:)
So much to discover and explore. The veil is being lifted :)

Simple IR Remote Control Testers

Digital, Web-cam, Video or Still Cameras

- Infrared is visible to cameras.
Allowing you to 'see' the infrared light emitted from the remote controls LED's.

AM radio

- De-tune the AM radio off station a bit.
You will 'hear' the sound of the remote control through the radio.

Optical Mouse

- Use an optical mouse that dims when not in use.
- Illuminate the mouse LED's by shining a remote into it.
(Don't let other light shine in whilst doing this as this also lights the LED in the mouse)

Oscilloscope

- Use a glass signal diode (geranium - cats whisker style) to sense
the infrared light emitted by the remote control.

Do you know of any other SIMPLE remote control testers ?

Universality is essential to the Web

"Universality is essential to the Web, It loses its power
if there are certain types of things to which you can't link."

- Tim Berners-Lee (inventor of the web)

This Blog created 29 April 2006